Oh my heavens, this work environment seems to get more and more toxic every day. One of my co-workers sent out an email telling people about a community event happening this weekend. (Comics) and this started a huge mess. First he was told that was not appropriate to send out and not to do it again, even though others do send out stuff like this all the time. Then he was called in to be reprimanded by the higher ups and then again by other higher ups who wanted him to not only be written up but more than that to happen. So apparently all day long there were meetings about this and what to do. One good thing about graveyard I miss all this crap. Also they won’t let me take off my birthday even though it would be unpaid. So here I am midnight at work happy birthday to me. I can only take leave if I have accumulated sick or annual leave unless a documented emergency. I have never seen such toxic management before. Only fuels my desire to be out of here as soon as possible. That and the aches my body is giving me. All I do is sleep and work and I still feel exhausted.
I don’t mean to complain so much, I am grateful I have a job, I really am. With the way the country is now I am lucky to have the job I do and the pay I am getting. I know that and I light a candle in gratitude still. I am just too tired to think straight and that was hard enough to do before being gay and all. Hahaha oh lordy I am so tired I am getting all punny, not a good sign.